It’s so amazing, to re-read through my own thoughts since 2009, those ramblings and rants on life, money, school seem as if I just wrote them yesterday, yet not yesterday. It’s weird. I can feel myself typing them but, I’m somewhat distant because I can feel how I’ve matured and changed over the years. I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. But, I’m overall a much happier person. I still haven’t lost the weight I always intended to lose, but the most important thing is that I’m happy. I was so depressed, lost in a darkness. I must admit I still have my days, but I don’t dwell on them, or become lost for days like I used to. I still have the same job that has it’s annoyingness but I’ve accepted the perks and easy money is great money. I’d rather serve tables than work retail, money is better and retail just fucking sucks ass. I am proud of the person I am becoming and it is always so fucking amazing to come to my tumblr and see the growth that I have progressed.
I am falling in love with you for the first time.